YJCO Concert is approaching. I'm not nervous, not anxious nor looking forward to it.

To me, there seems to be lacking of somethings.The reliability, confidence, satisfaction and most important of all, TRUST. Maybe because i feel there are still presence of some doubts in this orchestra.

In this comming YJCO concert, both my most reliable and trustworthy bass-partner ,Ken Weei, my most solid cellist, Zhong Hua are not around me to provide the kind of support that they used to give me. They are my pillars especially during the concerts and competitions which we had together. Time flies, we are all on our seperated ways. Their absence makes me feel lonely and less confident.

Without my reliable partners, I'm hell alone in this war, i can't rely on anybody in this war.


-- THE GREAT ONE --

on Sunday, May 04, 2008; Sunday, May 04, 2008